Suicide...

I've been extremely depressed lately. It's so bad, I've contemplated killing myself.

My friend...we'll call her Caroline.

I told Caroline* that I felt like cutting (just to try it) a few days ago, to which she responded:

:| um well have fun

I then told her that I felt very depressed (and that her hurtful sarcasm wasn't helping), and she said:

thanks captain i feel like that a lot u think ne one else gives a crap

Now, I've been feeling even worse and thinking about the big S. Is Caroline the cause for my suicidal state of mind or am I just being melodramatic?

*Name has been changed 'cause I felt like it.